Mr WSU and things

So I just got back from being a judge at Mr WSU and I realized that those who were friends when I was an active DZ are not really much of anything to me anymore. I dont' care for people who ignore me and are too busy for me when before they seemed so friendly. I mean I know I act like an old lady somewhat but when you run in a million directions sometimes just a lunch date is all I have energy for doing. I miss acting young sometimes or more or less going out...but it just doesn't fit into my schedule and really I dont' have the energy to do things like that anymore. I have been fighting constant headaches and well staying out late partying/drinking just doesn't appeal. It is just disheartening to realize that not everyone you once enjoyed hanging out with really want to hang out with you anymore because your life went one way and theirs another. I feel like I grew up and they still want to live our their youth. Oh well that is really all I have to say on that issue.