July

Another month passed by so quickly. So I am now officially 24, YIKES!! I feel like I have really done nothing in the years that I have lived. I mean I am still in school, still working at a job that has nothing to do with my field of learning, still have so much debt to pay off, still lazy. I thought when I would hit this age I would have degree or at least be working towards finishing a medical degree and I am nowhere close for that, which is just something I am not happy about, but I did do it to myself. And the job, what can I say, I am not going into retail so to me I feel like I am just playing at work. The credit card debt, ugh, that seems never ending. I work all these hours, and my money goes into just paying a bit down on the credit cards, where it all goes I have no clue, I am not really managing our money that much, I get to frustrated with it all. Oh yeah that laziness haha yeah I don't even feel like doing anything about that, just too tired from work and school and I just don't to clean or study some days, like now...I am wasting time on here, when there is clothing to be put away, clothing to fold, weeds I could go pull, exercising that needs to be done...I just don't know. I guess I am just hitting a rut in the road which hopefully I can fill in and get over soon.